A lot has happened in the past 48 hours — got an unexpected energy healing session, cried out my pent up emotions, and laughed like nothing happened.
So, it all started on the 29th of April. Had 2 calls lined up. One was with my lovely gal from Australia (she’s absolutely amazing by the way) and one was from my language partner. I’m learning a little bit of French if you’re curious about that — not sure how long I’ll be doing that though. (^_^)
Anyways, the initial call was pretty good. We were just jamming and having fun. Then, my girl and I decided to continue our catch up/teaching session after a couple of hours since we both had other online meetings to get to.
When we got back on the call, everything was good — more laughter, a little bit of eating (that’s an understatement with the amount of food I indulge in: a fruit bowl with an avocado, 3 bananas, a piece of cheese and some soy sauce — Anywayyyyyys…), some teachings and so on.
Then it happened. Not immediately but everything just shifted while we were in conversation. One topic led to another and then the healing session just started. We both didn’t expect it to happen but it did. I actually still feel the energies right now as I’m typing this. It was, and still is pretty intense.
I just felt tired after that.
She gave me instructions that evening so I could cleanse my body and my energy. But before I did, I had to go out. I contemplated but I just did it anyway. I got home at 9PM and tinkered with the French book I just printed, so I wasn’t able to do the cleanse sooner.
I didn’t go to sleep immediately that night. I think my night ended after midnight or past 1, actually ’cause aside from waiting for my hair to dry, I also did some journaling. And I remember her telling me to just write and let it flow. I was expecting to at least cry a little bit but that didn’t happen.
The next day, I woke up early for some reason or someone woke me up, I don’t remember, but I can remember sitting on my chair and typing my supposed “first blog” on a google document.
Mind you, I haven’t made my site yet or anything like that. I was just compelled to do it, so I did, and that’s why I’m here.
So yeah, I started typ…got interrupted by my pomodoro alarm – my heart just jumped out of my body – figuratively speaking. And the time was exactly 01:11. I love my angels and guides. They’re absolutely phenomenal. I am so blessed.
Okayyyy, going back, I started typing and my emotions started to surface. I cried, I laughed, then cried some more, then laughed some more. It was like that for a good 10, 20, 30 minutes or more. I don’t really know. But yeah, it was a lot.
Initially, I was just inspired to work on my Instagram visibility so I worked on my templates to get them ready. Then, I got inspired to make a blog, so here we are.
Most of these are just gonna be personal logs by the way. I don’t know what’s in store with this endeavor just yet, but I do know that I’m creating a space for my own personal healing and if you want to accompany me in this journey, I’d really appreciate that.
I do have some things in the making like my Gratitude eBook. I’ll attach the cover here somewhere — still working on it. However, I am compelled to presell it, so I’ll just put a link to that somewhere here too.
This website/blog thing has been on my mind for years! I just haven’t started it because of some underlying fears and doubts — not until now. And I think that, that healing session with my gal was the catalyst — I think, I feel, and I know that, that energy healing session gave me my voice back.
By the way, if you are wondering who I’m talking about, it’s my lovely gal Christiana. Go check her out! She’s absolutely amazing. Love her to bits.
All these years, I downplayed myself. I wanted to start things but something kept me stuck — held myself back, didn’t speak my thoughts out just to keep the peace, and in the end, those things that I tried to nourish and care for…they still crumbled.
It’s a lot, but I trust in the process. I trust that this journey will open up doors and eventually lead me to success — whatever that may be.
A Journey of a Thousand Miles Begins with a Single Step
It’s the 1st day of May and this is my first blog post. It’s not finished. I don’t have any photos or videos for it at the time being, but you might actually see this post when it already has some.
This is a work in progress, I am a work in progress, and I love every bit of it — the journey, the experiences, the feelings and emotions, the gratitude that I have in my heart. It’s all absolutely wonderful.
Speaking of gratitude, I’m gonna be starting my gratitude journey on Instagram and I’ll be writing about it here as well, so stay tuned for these spaces to evolve as I evolve with them and hopefully, you will too.
With much love and gratitude,
Jennie
